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Name: Jordan
Birthday: 1/27/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: I will try anything once....if i like it then i will keep doing it. I like backpacking/ treking, movies, kyaking, goofing off with friends, etc. (you name it and i have probably done it once or maybe twice.)
Expertise: HMMM.....
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  GFBCgordon27
MSN: Jtg1104@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/22/2004
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insert heart on sleeve blog here that I should not hold in because all it does is turn into anger.
i dont feel like being emo
i dont feel much anymore anyway... that was a really emo line.. blah
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| So I have about 20 hours of training to do on Photoshop CS2... and i just have CS. So lets see how many viruses i will be fighting off as i try numerous torrents. And all this must be done by Wednesday at 10am. (I got hired at a studio to do lots of different jobs, they mainly focus on editing and special effects, so photoshop is my new friend)
On another note, have you ever felt like you where reaching out and pouring a lot of yourself into something that is just not there.
I have lots of choices to make in like a week and a half.
What Colour is your parachute is a good book. (i don't know why i spelled color with a U)
Time to drink a redbull!
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| Why hello there!
Well, for those who dont know i am back in
South Carolina. I hold a piece of paper (aka a diploma) in "film
production" (so its a BS right...).
I feel really weird being
back home... i dont know why... just something in my gut tells me this
is not right.. i should not be here. I feel like i will end up falling
back into the same out habits which i tried so hard to break... i feel
like im still searching for something and as much as i want the answer
to be right in front of me.. it wont be.
I have so much i want
to say, its all on the tip of my tongue, but i know no good will come
of any of it really if i say it. But then again, i think i just want to
be "comfortable".
I have some very hard choices ahead of me. I
have no clue how to face them. Some part of me wants to just run away
and vanish (the easy way really). The other part of me wants to just
sit there and let it all just kind happen. And perhaps... perhaps im
just home sick. I'm just in need of "the usual" from the sushi pub
below my little shoe box. Or walking in to a pub that knows you by name
and has your pint on the table as you sit down.
its a weird
feeling being gone for a year... coming home and seeing everything has
changed.. Greenville, SC did not stop just because i moved away... it
kept going. and now that im back i dont really know what i will find.
Old jobs have hired new people to fill you place. Friends have kids,
are married, are dating, are broken up... and all you want is.. the
usual.. the same thing.
well.. i guess that what im really missing.. the usual.
cheers,
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| why am i up?
...42..
nope does not work.... guess i need to keep searching.
anyway im up and just kind of here. i've been here in canada for almost a year now and have a month or so left. I have no clue what is really going to happen. I producing a show for matt i know like the day i get back... it will give me a good 3 days to get it together.. haha. after that.... its all up in the air.
Have you ever had one of those moments where you finally thought you figured yourself out but then realized that you have not even cracked the shell... yea those moments are wierd. I've had one of those.
this blog is anticlamatic.. it would not make a good movie.. i think i've forgotten how to write these things.
cheers,
Jordan
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